Sunday, October 14, 2012
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Why are you crying...

Tears means a lot. I remember telling an old friend that I cant stand seeing her cry. I dont want to see anyone crying because pain sends a signal of stress and helplessness to which I am having a real hard time replying.
Why does crying bothers me so much, when I know its somehow a sense of release for the one who is crying? I have been to a lot of crying. For two years, it has been my breakfast, lunch, dinner and snacks. Tears has been the very reason for my existence and I cant help but cry all the time.
My mother at times would ask me to stop, but when she knows I cant, so, she would just hug me and cry with me. Her presence brings care beyond words can utter. Its when she's side with side with me that I know someone is rallying me to the finish line of crying. well, they say life is a race, there are different stages and crying perhaps is one of those.
Crying maybe a sense of release but when extended beyond a seemingly so long a time, it is not helping the one who cries. For me I realized its selfishness. I somehow explained it as "I dont want to see you crying", but the truth is I want to own all the rights in the world for crying. No one should cry but me.
Do you know of someone who is crying now? Please, dont just stare. Lend a shoulder, an ear and a heart
let them know that there are those who are willing and available to share a comfort they long to have.
Are you in deep pain? Yes, I am talking to you. I am listening.
Friday, September 28, 2012
Honesty at its finest
Honesty is such a lonely word
everyone is so untrue...
This songs always comes into mind especially when we are mending broken-hearts and we feel that people doesn't deserve our trust.
Well in the Philippines its not always true. Just recently a Filipino driver returned a bag of a foreigner with at least 2000 euros.
Mang Jaime is a just one of the many reason why we can truly say we are blessed as a people. In-spite of his being in dire need of finance, he doesn't showed any regret in returning what is not his. I always admire peoples honesty, especially in trying times when giving in to the sweet temptation is seemingly the only choice left.
It is always encouraging to note those who have submitted themselves to the discipline of honesty, so, to us Filipinos honesty is not a lonely word, rather with us, living a life of honesty is but always true.
everyone is so untrue...
This songs always comes into mind especially when we are mending broken-hearts and we feel that people doesn't deserve our trust.
Well in the Philippines its not always true. Just recently a Filipino driver returned a bag of a foreigner with at least 2000 euros.
Mang Jaime is a just one of the many reason why we can truly say we are blessed as a people. In-spite of his being in dire need of finance, he doesn't showed any regret in returning what is not his. I always admire peoples honesty, especially in trying times when giving in to the sweet temptation is seemingly the only choice left.
It is always encouraging to note those who have submitted themselves to the discipline of honesty, so, to us Filipinos honesty is not a lonely word, rather with us, living a life of honesty is but always true.
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Suggestion: Rejoice in the midst of Failures and rejections.
"...we are no longer considering you for the position."
These words rang a bell inside of me. No, its not the first time that I have experienced to be turned down for a job I thought I deserved.
It was in 2003 when I applied to be a call center agent, I passed the initial interview then I took the exams.
I have at least three sets of exam which to me is not easy, but thank God I passed it. I was handed a phone where the person on the other line said "This is an international call, please be guided that you will be charged in making this call..." After which I was asked to return for the final interview.
I waited for at least two hours from what they scheduled as the 11:00am interview. The lady confirmed all that was written on my resume and asked if I am willing to start right away. I told her that I am indeed ready to start right away but I told her that I only had a year in college to which I asked for consideration since I passed all the exams. She said "No" and so I left the building.
I have been turned down countless times and its not new to me. Am I going to state here my angst about the company? No, definitely not. I have nothing against those who turned me down for a simple reason that I got used to it.
I graduated from college, March 23, 2010. I took the board exams to be a licensed teacher. I thought I have all the reasons in the world to pass the exams, I spent sometime praying which I thought was enough to bribe God. I failed. Surely, I was devastated. I asked all kinds of questions imaginable even unimaginable. But let me share with you how in the midst of all of these, I am somehow happy. Because, an honor student from my batch also didn't make it, same with three of my classmates who were supposed to be at the top of the class. So, I belong to the horror roll.
It pains me whenever I learned that someone I know or even those I dont know fail. I cant help but feel their pain. I dont know if this is the result of my own failures, which I hope is not, but then I know of the path they are trudging.
Now I know why I am here. For those who failed, I know what failure is. For those who were rejected, I've been there. I am not proud, but I am here. If anyone needs a shoulder to cry on, borrow mine its free.
Are you under great pressure or even critical degree of failure? Rejoice! For it is not the last time someone will fall or be rejected, no, dont rejoice because there will be those who will follow your footsteps. Rather rejoice for you are destined to comfort those who may experience the same as what you have experienced.
These words rang a bell inside of me. No, its not the first time that I have experienced to be turned down for a job I thought I deserved.
It was in 2003 when I applied to be a call center agent, I passed the initial interview then I took the exams.
I have at least three sets of exam which to me is not easy, but thank God I passed it. I was handed a phone where the person on the other line said "This is an international call, please be guided that you will be charged in making this call..." After which I was asked to return for the final interview.
I waited for at least two hours from what they scheduled as the 11:00am interview. The lady confirmed all that was written on my resume and asked if I am willing to start right away. I told her that I am indeed ready to start right away but I told her that I only had a year in college to which I asked for consideration since I passed all the exams. She said "No" and so I left the building.
I have been turned down countless times and its not new to me. Am I going to state here my angst about the company? No, definitely not. I have nothing against those who turned me down for a simple reason that I got used to it.
I graduated from college, March 23, 2010. I took the board exams to be a licensed teacher. I thought I have all the reasons in the world to pass the exams, I spent sometime praying which I thought was enough to bribe God. I failed. Surely, I was devastated. I asked all kinds of questions imaginable even unimaginable. But let me share with you how in the midst of all of these, I am somehow happy. Because, an honor student from my batch also didn't make it, same with three of my classmates who were supposed to be at the top of the class. So, I belong to the horror roll.
It pains me whenever I learned that someone I know or even those I dont know fail. I cant help but feel their pain. I dont know if this is the result of my own failures, which I hope is not, but then I know of the path they are trudging.
Now I know why I am here. For those who failed, I know what failure is. For those who were rejected, I've been there. I am not proud, but I am here. If anyone needs a shoulder to cry on, borrow mine its free.
Are you under great pressure or even critical degree of failure? Rejoice! For it is not the last time someone will fall or be rejected, no, dont rejoice because there will be those who will follow your footsteps. Rather rejoice for you are destined to comfort those who may experience the same as what you have experienced.
Saturday, August 18, 2012
BAYANIHAN PARA SA LUZON!
It has been sometime since I have lent a hand to someone who is in deep need. And when I assists people out of their difficulty it somehow sends a great sense of purpose. I am living not just for me, I am living for the very purpose God created me and He designed me to help others.
The recent weather disturbance caused by the "Habagat" opened our understanding to diverse weather movements unknown to us. Due to its strange yet strong movement it caused a P2.26 billion damage to infrastructure and agriculture. 95 people died and causing 41 cities and municipalities to be under the state of calamity.
As people called to a higher purpose, we need to lend a hand to those who are in need. Far East Broadcasting Company is doing its share in enabling itself as a channel of mercy and grace. Bayanihan para sa Luzon is a project for those who are in need. You can extend help by visiting their site and somehow send a pat on the back for every brother who needs encouragement.

As people called to a higher purpose, we need to lend a hand to those who are in need. Far East Broadcasting Company is doing its share in enabling itself as a channel of mercy and grace. Bayanihan para sa Luzon is a project for those who are in need. You can extend help by visiting their site and somehow send a pat on the back for every brother who needs encouragement.
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
I'M CHANGED.
Change is said to be the only surest thing in life. Whoever, whatever and even time changes. But whenever we experience it we somehow threatens us, thus, creating fear.
From being a discipler(one who disciples), DZAS now faces the challenge to be Gods voice for missions, as it accepts the torch towards winning the lost for Christ. A change those who got used to Papuri music can't help but recognize. As FEBC Philippines transferred to its new home in Ortigas, it also opened its wings to a new height of service not only to believers but also to whose who seek Christ. Let us take part in bringing the message of change, let us pray and just like FEBC Philippines, be empowered to bring Christ to the world.
Marimar brought this fear and even defeat to the Philippine giants in broadcasting in 1996. ABS-CBN 2 and GMA 7 who enjoyed the limelight were sent somewhere down the road. Their programming geniuses cant find reasons to give their CEO's for the low rating they have had while the tagalized series enjoyed an average of 61.7% viewership.
I don't approve of English films and the likes translated to Filipino. As a child I have enjoyed Sesame Street and cartoon shows in English. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate my native language, but as a child I cant comprehend how an American man can speak Filipino fluently while the movement of his lips doesn't go well with the sounds.
I was in Cebu then, inside a passenger utility jeepney, a mother rushes her child saying "pag dali! ayaw pag dugay kay magsugod na unya ang Marimar!"(Hurry! Marimar will start anytime now!) This brought me giggling. But I got curious about what Marimar was. As I reached home I turned on the TV and started hurrying home for the series.
Yes, Marimar changed me. I am changed.
Far East Broadcasting Company Philippines has been broadcasting for the last 64 years empowered to be a channel of God's blessing to His disciples. Its AM band, 702 DZAS managed to be with the top 5 stations in mega manila. Now, everyone can listen to DZAS anytime, anywhere through its online portal.

Change is sure not easy, but with the right ingredients at the right time, who knows perhaps the radio counterpart of Marimar has just get out of the pupa.
Saturday, August 6, 2011
I'm the map! (Post SONA review)
Hahaha
Its not that I want to be considered as one who knows better, no, its just that I have watched and known of others idea regarding PNoy's State of the Nation Address. Some says that it lacked what a second SONA should possess, they said its the map. Do I hear someone singing Dora's map song,
I have this video for everyone to have a serious look into ones need for the map. I have the lyrics so we could take a closer look to our journey:
If there's a place you got to go
I'm the one you need to know
I'm the Map
I'm the Map
I'm the Map
If there's a place you got to get
I can get you there I bet
I'm the Map (12 times)
The last line with 12 times repetition, "I'm the map" somehow irritates me. But seriously, one's knowledge of the path to take makes the journey not just worthwhile but also wonderful. Thus, ones knowledge of the map makes one a 'Henyo'.
My amazement as to why people insist on finding out the presidents map lead me to a more serious consideration of the song. Yes, we need to know where the president is leading this country, so that we may have our personal goal and visions inline with it.
I remember the Philippine Bible Society's past theme for one of its celebration of the National Bible Week. The Bible as the manual to life. Map is our manual as to where we would go and every individual should have a knowledge of this manual which is God's Word. It never and will never fail. God's Word never change. And for us to have a very good finish, let us learn from the One who created us and the manual He prepared for us.
The president should also know that the Bible as a manual for this nations journey would be a very good basis for the "Tuwid na Landas".
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